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THE SCARS ON HER ARMS WEREN’T THE END OF THE STORY
A young mom’s journey to freedom in prison
The night before Nancy turned herself in for robbery, she could barely think straight. She was malnourished. She hadn’t slept in more than a week. Track marks on her arms traced a long struggle with addiction.
She reached up to the sky and said, “Lord, please help me, because I can’t do this to myself anymore.”
NO HOME, NO HOPE
Raised in Southern California, Nancy grew up going to church, but her home life was not always stable. During her adolescence, her parents separated. Nancy forged her own path as a teen, acting out and seeking independence. Her behavior led to being kicked out of school and spending time in juvenile hall. Eventually, she turned to drugs.
Nancy had her first child, a daughter, at age 15. When this child was 2, her grandmother stepped in to help Nancy raise her. By 21, Nancy was a mother of three. As a young single mom, Nancy juggled two or three jobs at a time, doing drugs to stay awake. Though she would start to seek treatment at times, she never followed through. It steadily became more difficult to keep a job. Once her addiction spiraled out of control, Nancy chose for her children to stay with family and a close friend.
After 14 years of addiction, Nancy had no home and no hope. Though she had found a new partner, she felt an emptiness she couldn’t shake. Then she robbed a gas station and landed in prison with a six-year sentence for second-degree robbery and coercion, along with drug possession.
By the time she arrived at Coffee Creek Correctional Facility near Portland, Oregon, she had lost her partner to a drug overdose. She mourned the loss of her own life, too, due to all her destructive choices and wasted years. She was ready to try anything if it might help her change.
WHERE EVERYTHING CHANGED
At Coffee Creek, Nancy attended church services led by Prison Fellowship® volunteers. They praised God together in worship and read His Word. Over time, Nancy noticed many of the same volunteers returned every week to share Jesus’ love with her and pray over her.
That’s where Nancy says everything changed.
“Nobody wanted anything to do with me before I went to prison, because I was so far out there on drugs,” says Nancy. “I wanted to have a new life and be a new creation. That’s why I wanted to start going to church, and I wanted to be in the presence of others who were following Him. I just wanted to know Him.”
In prison, Nancy began a close relationship with Jesus. For the first time, she found a faith that was all her own. And because she was surrounded by a loving community of believers, she didn’t feel alone in her journey.
Before long, Nancy had a reputation for being joyful. She started wearing makeup sometimes, just for fun, though she had nowhere to go. Her brown eyes, once dull and empty, now sparkled at everyone she met.
“You are way too happy to be in prison,” people told her.
She would say, “I’m happy I’m alive. I made it out of almost death, and I’m the Lord’s child now. I’m His daughter.”
Whenever Nancy saw a chance, she shared her story with others. She also looked for opportunities to share love with her family, even though they were separated by prison walls.
Nancy signed up for Prison Fellowship Angel Tree®, which enables incarcerated parents to strengthen their relationships with their children. Through Angel Tree, a local church delivered Christmas presents to her children on her behalf. She would never forget the feeling of giving to her children in that way, and she hoped that someday, she could give back to the program that gave her the opportunity to feel like a mother behind bars.
A NEW CREATION
Nancy was released in 2010 after serving three years. Her brother Joseph came to pick her up. She walked out of prison with $250 and a flip phone.
First, Nancy went to live in a faith-based halfway house. Then she moved to another reentry home closer to a bus stop in town. An employment agency helped her create a resume, but her work history was sparse. Nobody wanted to hire her due to her criminal record. Though she had become a new creation in Christ, her past crimes cast a shadow over her future job prospects.
Her brother stayed by her side every step of the way. With his support and her parole officer’s guidance, she attended college and graduated with a business degree.
She began working at a call center and became the top member of her sales team. Then, her brother had an idea for them to open a gym franchise together. They still co-own the business in Lebanon, Oregon, today.
“It felt like a miracle,” says Nancy. “When I actually saw my name on there as ‘franchise owner,’ that became surreal, like, ‘Wow, I get this second chance.’”
“When I actually saw my name on there as ‘franchise owner,’ that became surreal, like, ‘Wow, I get this second chance.’”
—Nancy
NO LONGER HIDING
For a few years, most people in her gym community didn’t know about her criminal past. When she did share her story, people embraced her with grace and support.
Nancy went on to help start an organization called Opportunity Oregon, a recruitment agency helping others with a criminal record to find gainful employment. This statewide organization prepares people for reintegration, connects them with businesses that are hiring, and shows companies the benefits of hiring people with a criminal record.
When Nancy isn’t busy helping others with stories like hers, she is staying involved with her community at New Hope West Church in Eugene. She treasures her morning Bible study and praying through the Word. If she could describe her church in one word, she says, it would be “Spirit-filled.”
Nancy also finds joy in rebuilding family bonds. Now in their 20s, her children have faced their own triumphs and trials, but Nancy is grateful for the progress she has made in healing her relationships with her two oldest children and her grandchildren. Her son, after years of struggling, recently gave his life to the Lord. And even now, he and his mom still talk about the impact Angel Tree had so many years ago.
“I want to thank Prison Fellowship from the bottom of my heart,” says Nancy, “because I was at my most vulnerable, darkest, worst, hardest part of my life, and I was just looking for somewhere to turn. I felt just washed [by] the blood of Jesus Christ, forgiven and a new creation. I was able to have that start inside of the walls because of Prison Fellowship, and I am forever grateful. If there’s any way that I can give back in any kind of way, I’m here.”
“I was able to have that start inside of the walls because of Prison Fellowship, and I am forever grateful.”
—Nancy